The day started quiet. I woke up 11:00 AM, last night i fall a sleep round 2 PM.
Today I haved visit my little cousins of mine mothers side
For those who do not know, my parents divorced.
So I live with my dad. not because I do not love my mom just because...
I am closer with my father and my mother is itself assumed the house.
She lives now with her new husband who is now me stepfather. I have no problems with it. he's nice.
So we went to visit. I just think it's nice but also weird. Because me parents arend together annymore but we like to visit the sister of me mother. I think that we keep visit then because before the divorced, we had e great time together. But anyway. I have a little (girl) cousin. she is
six years old. She is so cute but cry a lot. Thats so annoying. But my other cousin (boy 10 years old) is addicted to his phone en computer. Before he had a computer we play a lot. Thats kinda sad. For dinner we had pizza. I loveeeeeee pizza. Now i am home and do my stuff already for my new school. I i'm kinda scared for the new school. but i have to survive it. I wanne survive it.
The new school is a new part of me life. I have a hard time behind my back on me old school. I was not bullied. All the girls in my class were verry close. I just fell ignored and left out. Eight years long. I never told it someone. I have a lot of been trough. The girls gossiped obout each other. And a day later day were best friends. I wonder if someone gossiped about me. I know i did. But that was not really gossip. If i had a fight , or something like that but yeah. I also have difficulty with trusting people. I don't know how that come but that is why i dont talk about my secrets. Even with my best friend. I don't even know if i had a best friend. I know i did when i was 8, 9 years old. but then she talked a lot with annother girl. Then we had a group girl friends. The boys in my class werend not exctly sweet. More about mean. One of then is my ex. but thats annother story. The last day of school was kinda sad. I cried.... JUst because you know. It was the end. We know each other like 8 years and now were gonna split out. We will make new friends. Thats breake me heart but it must happend. Thats i wanna start a new part in me life. I am only 12 years old but i have learned a lot of life lessons
1. Trust not everybody you're secrets to
2. Stay strong
3. Think everyday: Give up tommorow
4. Let people go in you're life
5. Forgive not everyone for what they done
6. Never Forget who was there for you if you needed someone and who wasn't there at all
7. Ignore all the stupid people in you're life
8. Never get youself down
9. what happend, happend
10. Be who you want to be, not what others want to see
That was is.
this was my first post and i hoped you like it
ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME
loves catty <3