I will make more pages like
-My bucketlist
And more!!!!!!
HOPE IS STONGER THAN FEAR
Loves Catty <3
I'm gonna stop temporary posting diary pages because i have a lot of to do.
I will make more pages like -My bucketlist And more!!!!!! HOPE IS STONGER THAN FEAR Loves Catty <3
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Today was kinda lazy. But i love to do nothing I don't like people anyway i just finished my dinner for tonight. my dad made potatoes with cauliflower and a green vegetable. when I ate it I thought of nutella. but that didn't help at all. In the begin of the day i only worked on my online diary-blog. Later i went with my father to a small shopping street in the neighborhood for a walk. I wonder what my friends are doing. I know that a few are already out of the country. I miss them SO MUSH. I had a friend who i always laughed with, a friend who was super sweet, a friend who i can trust etc. But we had bad times to. Afther my summer-break i want my ''present'' be done. its gonna be a video with all the photo's of us, with a cute music (its gonna be ''keep holding on'' from Avril Lavigne) and BOOM. A fantasic present. The only thing is that i haven't start yet. It was a lot of work to collect the photo's and i'm not even done with that. But i'm gonna still make it. Somtimes i didn't get my friends. I wonder how is will be if i had a boy as friend. Will it be less drama? i promise meself that i gonna make a boy as my FRIEND. I wanna know how it is. Like a big brother i think. I have a big brother but he live's in another country. I surfed on youtube and watched a few back to school vids. I'ts useful. Thats what i did today. I am maybe gonna go to Italy. byeeeeeeee ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME loves catty <3 Dear diary,
The day started quiet. I woke up 11:00 AM, last night i fall a sleep round 2 PM. Today I haved visit my little cousins of mine mothers side For those who do not know, my parents divorced. So I live with my dad. not because I do not love my mom just because... I am closer with my father and my mother is itself assumed the house. She lives now with her new husband who is now me stepfather. I have no problems with it. he's nice. So we went to visit. I just think it's nice but also weird. Because me parents arend together annymore but we like to visit the sister of me mother. I think that we keep visit then because before the divorced, we had e great time together. But anyway. I have a little (girl) cousin. she is six years old. She is so cute but cry a lot. Thats so annoying. But my other cousin (boy 10 years old) is addicted to his phone en computer. Before he had a computer we play a lot. Thats kinda sad. For dinner we had pizza. I loveeeeeee pizza. Now i am home and do my stuff already for my new school. I i'm kinda scared for the new school. but i have to survive it. I wanne survive it. The new school is a new part of me life. I have a hard time behind my back on me old school. I was not bullied. All the girls in my class were verry close. I just fell ignored and left out. Eight years long. I never told it someone. I have a lot of been trough. The girls gossiped obout each other. And a day later day were best friends. I wonder if someone gossiped about me. I know i did. But that was not really gossip. If i had a fight , or something like that but yeah. I also have difficulty with trusting people. I don't know how that come but that is why i dont talk about my secrets. Even with my best friend. I don't even know if i had a best friend. I know i did when i was 8, 9 years old. but then she talked a lot with annother girl. Then we had a group girl friends. The boys in my class werend not exctly sweet. More about mean. One of then is my ex. but thats annother story. The last day of school was kinda sad. I cried.... JUst because you know. It was the end. We know each other like 8 years and now were gonna split out. We will make new friends. Thats breake me heart but it must happend. Thats i wanna start a new part in me life. I am only 12 years old but i have learned a lot of life lessons 1. Trust not everybody you're secrets to 2. Stay strong 3. Think everyday: Give up tommorow 4. Let people go in you're life 5. Forgive not everyone for what they done 6. Never Forget who was there for you if you needed someone and who wasn't there at all 7. Ignore all the stupid people in you're life 8. Never get youself down 9. what happend, happend 10. Be who you want to be, not what others want to see That was is. this was my first post and i hoped you like it ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME loves catty <3 |
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